My Heart Goes Out

My heart goes out to the ones who lost their lives in Nigeria bombings. Fear should not catch us. God Bless Nigeria. And I’m part of this.

How can they say that we are finished
We have just begun

We are the future
We are the dream
We are the nation
We are part of this

The future is here
The future is here
Goodbye yesterday

I am the future
I am the dream
I am the nation
I am part of this

Yes I am so amazing
That’s the least l shall be
At the heart of the nation changing history

So get out of the way
Out of the way Of the land of our dreams
We are the nation we are part of this
(Some of the Lyrics)

Tears are running
I don’t know where I’m going
Maybe I’ll reach somewhere
It’s like the edge is around there

since the words are not enough
to express how I feel
I have no choice
walking
Need my time to think of this
one love, one choice…

my heart was overjoyed when you came into my life
love can be my friend, my sweetest lover but also my greatest enemy
that’s how I see it
my heart desires you into my life
my sense says otherwise
that’s how I’m mixed

torn apart between what I want and need
in the end the choice is easy
just how I’m going to take this load
when my choice in the end means it’ll torn me upside down inside out
when the sweetness would come late so late

Words by HmusicK

10 Random Things That I love or Make Me Happy or Are Sweet

Do I need to explain this...

A great point

<3

I can't always text back immediately so I can't expect this all the time, but still it is great

I typically loose things a lot

This is what usually makes me really happy

The pictures are from JustLittleThings.net.

I’ve been extra busy with school and I haven’t had time to write, but I’m doing pretty fine. I will have my pram and birthday in next month and I can’t wait. I will have a birthday party and its theme is my favorite color purple. :)

I Just Want To Have You Here Because I Know You’re My Life

Love, HmusicK

It’s New Year, New York!

Happy New Year 2012! Onnellista uutta vuotta 2012! Hope it’s a blessed one.  

You must be wondering what the ‘New York’ is doing in the title, well I really love the song “Empire State of Mind” by Jay-Z and Alicia Keys and it is a good song and it’s somehow related to New Year. :)

Yeah, I know I’m a little bit late, but better late than never. =) My holiday has been great so far, just pretty fast and tomorrow I will be going to Helsinki for a sleepover to see a friend who I met HERE. I got new hearing aids today. The old ones were about 5 years old. (If you want to read about them you can do it here.) Yesterday I was in the movies with a friend and we watched The Darkest Hour in 3D (3D is awesome). The Darkest Hour was nice action movie, not so scary but cool.

I have been shopping a little *gröhm*  from the sales and got these awesome shoes:

Love them

I bought this from a shop called Skopunkten in Koskikeskus. I also got some great jeans and lovely dresses. Maybe someday I will post pictures of me when I’m wearing them. :)

Learned that I will be okay
That somehow I will make it trough the day
And the only battle I really have to win
Is me, myself and I
Selfish me
My biggest enemy is me myself
I am stronger than me, myself and I

by HmusicK

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

It will be an amazing year and I’m looking forward to this year. Very important year. Hope to blog soon again! :)

HmusicK

PS. Thank you Jesus for another year. God Bless Finland and Nigeria.

Merry Christmas 2011!

Merry Christmas! 

How time flies. It has been an incredible, but very tiring year and now there is finally some time to breathe and relax, at least for a while.

This Christmas was a little different for us, because we had one friend over for Christmas Eve. Usually we spend it just with the family only. In Finland Xmas Eve is more important and that is when the gifts will be given for example.

Movies I got for Christmas presents were Mary Poppins, Jos rakastat (If You Love) and Kung Fu Panda 1 & 2.

When I was little I used to watch Mary Poppins a lot. I thought it was an awesome movie.

Jos rakastat is a Finnish movie and it is like a musical and the guy is Finnish-Nigerian. I think that movie is pretty good and different and I plan to watch it together with friends.

And Kung Fu Panda was a surprise. :) Not really fan of animations but I think I will watch them. Actually I watched Toy Story 3 a while back and it was AMAZING I just cried all trough when I was watching it.

Yesterday there was some crazy day in Nigeria. There were at least four bomb crashes attacking Christmas churches. Islamic Boko Haram movement is behind these attacks and they want strict Sharia law to Nigeria. So far Christians are not replying by force, but issues are not properly addressed, which can lead to devastating consequences. Last year there was only one bomb but this year it has gone worse. We just hope and pray that the situation does not get worse. I worry for my loved ones in Nigeria. We just hope that a war won’t start out of this because it is possible.

In other related news Happy Boxing Day! Hope you got great gifts as well and had a great time on Christmas with friends and family.

I can’t spend another christmas without my baby
I can’t take another christmas cuz girl you’re my lady
I can’t spend another christmas without my baby
You know what, and baby I’m coming home, and baby I’m coming home
So baby I’m coming home, so baby just me and you

HmusicK

PS. Kisses and hugs to ♥ and others! :D

“Half of a Yellow Sun” – A Classic of The 21st Century

I read a wonderful book called “Half of A Yellow Sun” by a Nigerian author Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie for my English course. Reading it was a great experience in the mist of school books and no time. I got also a good grade of the essays I wrote in our English exam about the books. I wrote three essays in the exam (you can imagine how we had to hurry).

“Half of a Yellow Sun” is based on the three-year Biafran war in Nigeria in the 1960s. The story has been written from the point of view of three persons (the narrator changes in every chapter) Olanna, Richard and Ugwu. Olanna is a young woman, who abandons her life of privilege to live with her lover, the professor Odenigbo. Ugwu is a houseboy from a poor village, who works for the professor. The third one, Richard is a white Englishman, who is desperately in love with Olanna’s twin sister. When the horrifying war starts, will their lives change forever in ways that they never expected…

Biafra: a secessionist state in the south-eastern part of Nigeria that existed from May 1967 to January 1970. Its inhabitants were mostly Igbo people (an ethnic group) who led the secession due to economic, ethnic, cultural and religious tensions among the various peoples of Nigeria. The creation of the new country was one of the complex causes for the Nigerian Civil War, also known as the Nigerian-Biafran War. After two-and-a-half years of war, during which a million civilians had died in fighting and from famine, Biafran forces agreed to a ceasefire with the Nigerian Federal Military Government (FMG), and Biafra was reintegrated into Nigeria.

One essay of the three (154 words): “Half of a Yellow Sun” wasn’t my first book, I’ve read in English, but it certainly was the thickest with its 433 pages. Reading books in English is like reading any book, because English could almost be my second mother tongue. Still, reading in a foreign language is always useful and it broadens your vocabulary. You can’t learn a language unless you constantly develop it by speaking , hearing, and listening to it.

I’m very happy for having read this book, because I’m interested in the country which this book is based on. The book gave me a whole new perspective of Nigeria’s history. I also think that the book was a masterpiece and the press seems to agree with me.

Hopefully, when I have time to read, I’ll start reading more books in English and especially novels based on true events. This experience definitely encourages me to widen my selection of books in the future.

To Conclude:

“Half of a Yellow Sun” is a genius book. I’m not afraid to praise it as a Classic of the 21st century. Adichie truly can create wonders with the simplicity of English words. The feelings of the protagonists and events are carefully explained with a passion. The horrors of the war cause cold ripples to our spine. In this book also a order matters. The book has been divided to three parts, and it’s very important to read them in an order (like you wouldn’t :p). That gives a great feeling to the book.

This book is also based on real life events, so you can actually spot some history in there. And if you don’t know much about Nigeria, this can be one way to learn something about that country. Nigeria is personally very close to me. A great fictional history preview. I highly recommend this book to everyone! 

I strongly lived with this book as I was reading it, and that is a sign of an awesome book.

My Dear December, it’s soon going to be Christmas. Let us praise; our savior has born once again! And soon this wonderful year has come to and end.

You take me where I’ve never been
You make my heart go ting-a-ling-a-ling

HmusicK